but a chapter of the bigger picture...

I found that this life is hard, and unfair.
Theres always something pushing you down that's hard to bare.
I don't know what it is but when ever something good happens something bad overshadows it until the bad clams all.

I found shit happens and nothing you can do will stop it happening
the world will still turn no matter what state your in
even If your eyes bleed the world will not see it
and you will die in vain, don't worry about that

you can bitch about people and never know the truth
things happening behind closed doors
make you sweat and make even the person watching feel guilty
dirty pleasures, and back street love
with someone who looks good in dim light

this is life, slipping, crashing, burning
like betting on a horse race you just have to watch from the boundary's and hope you backed the right horse
the government will tell us we're all sain while hoping Order will remain
they pump our misguided lives with lies, trying to hide the cries
of the dying masses

we know the truth, the one they hide
one with no fake hope and rules to abide
criminals run wild with dreams for the broken land
raging fires sweeping through cities fanned
by the murderous thoughts sparking in there heads

and what does that make you
an outsider or worse
they know you and they watch your every move
freedom, that's not a word in there vocabulary

so what will you do,
wake up,work, eat, sleep repeat
the life they gave you too keep the world control
you think you won't be there slave
ha you can run but never escape them

all you do is controlled
how are you certain that they didn't make you run
are you really doing what what you want or what has been written for you
we will never know, but one thing you can know
is..

you will never be good enough for them
what has been written for you is erasable
no matter now you try they will choose your fate
for the bigger picture, you are noting
you are but a chapter in there book of life...

LittlePanda
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